"there's something about you that seems to paint on my mind, no matter what I do the colors never fade"

so pretty! i wish it was written for me! LOL.

and i bet you never would have thought i was capable of missing you this much. people like you have a big effect on the impressionable and innocent young. i bet if i were to meet you now for the first time... I'd still be affected in the same way. it's just how you are. even though I'm older and less naive, you are still you, you are still someone that can make their mark on anyone without even trying. and everyday, i hate you for that, but i love you for it at the same time. I think forgetting about you would be worse, by far, then having you at the back of my mind everyday.

and i bet you never would have thought that it was possible for me to want you in my life this badly.