Disorder: Schizotypal

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
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Hahaha. I seek comfort in being alone and I'm eccentric, hard to follow, and have odd habits. That's what the high thing is. everything else is low or moderate. but i think I lied on some questions! :D hehehe.

"She sat on her bed, writing about the fights and the tears, the slammed doors and the harsh screams, writing about the fear and the worry for her brothers, about the broken family and the lost hope for a proper home, tears wetting the pages; they tell her to write what she knows, so she does."

I wrote that for a sentence for Palmieri. I didn't realize it. But I think I was kinda writing about myself subconsciously. but i haven't done that in a long while. (: I'm doing good. Or I'm just getting better at ignoring the bad stuff.

and school. is. taking all the energy. out of me. ): but i'm distracting myself. so i must go do homework and study now.

Hahaha. It has my name. (: THIS is from Avi's blog. Buttt I read it. and saw my name. And got excited. Then got sad cause it's a sad cartoon. ): CAUSE my name is NEVER in anything! Like literally, if we're reading something in class and I see my name I start freaking out. And no one gets me. haha.

so. my schedule. (:
2-bender
3-perry
4-homstad (apspanish)
5-palmieri
6-fierro
matching classes?? :D let me knoww.
I keep confusing fierro with palmieri. this is so weird! LIKE I keep telling people I'm in Fierro 5th and getting all excited about having it with them and then I realize I actually have it sixth. ): This is makign me sad. haha. I don't know if I will call my mom "Mom" or "Mrs. Fierro" either is weird. because mom is kinda awkward, and i never call teachers Mrs. I always say ms. so that's weird cause i KNOW my mom's married. HAHAH. but yeaah. enjoy yourself if you're in that class with me. there'll probably be many awkward moments. x)

andandand. ALICEZUO inspired me to make cool bracelets. but I started one semi cool one, and I don't like the colors. It's pink and yellow. So I don't even wanna finish it cause I don't want it and I can't think of anyone who would wear pink and yellow. ):

THIS WAS going to be a happy post! BUT after every topic I start, something comes up that saddens me. Lol. but they're just small bumps. (: Come to the class bake sale tomorrow! at 10 cause that's when I'll be there! ;D At Ralph's on Pioneer and DelAmo. (: SEE YOU THEN. :D

Kinda Sorta Do

I thinkk. I kinda miss them two. The people who gave me rides for the longest times, the two guys who I can tell everything to, the brothers that I've leaned on forever, the one that protected me from my parents, the one that explained why my life is how it is to me, the two people who I fought with all the time just because I knew they'd still love me in the end. The two brothers that I have taken for granted all this time. The one who started to hate it here so much it drove him crazy, the one that seemed to go across the country to get away but still always came back, they held me up. The brother that worried about me crying during a stupid family fight, the time I lost it because I saw him hurting. The brother who has taken care of me for the past few years, the one who drives a cool car and will go out of his way to get me somewhere, and is always there to talk to. I miss them. I'm used to Danny being gone, but now with Adrian it's weird. I realized it when I got home today and my bathroom was clean, and it's because they aren't here so there's no one to make it messy. Isn't that weird? A stupid clean bathroom is what reminded me of them being gone. But I'm sure Adrian's having fun at frat parties and Danny's having fun looking for girls to talk to. :D I need school to start. It will distract me and it will give me reasons to be out of the house.