Kinda Sorta Do

I thinkk. I kinda miss them two. The people who gave me rides for the longest times, the two guys who I can tell everything to, the brothers that I've leaned on forever, the one that protected me from my parents, the one that explained why my life is how it is to me, the two people who I fought with all the time just because I knew they'd still love me in the end. The two brothers that I have taken for granted all this time. The one who started to hate it here so much it drove him crazy, the one that seemed to go across the country to get away but still always came back, they held me up. The brother that worried about me crying during a stupid family fight, the time I lost it because I saw him hurting. The brother who has taken care of me for the past few years, the one who drives a cool car and will go out of his way to get me somewhere, and is always there to talk to. I miss them. I'm used to Danny being gone, but now with Adrian it's weird. I realized it when I got home today and my bathroom was clean, and it's because they aren't here so there's no one to make it messy. Isn't that weird? A stupid clean bathroom is what reminded me of them being gone. But I'm sure Adrian's having fun at frat parties and Danny's having fun looking for girls to talk to. :D I need school to start. It will distract me and it will give me reasons to be out of the house.