Monday, April 20, 2009

It's the Climb. <3

"I gotta be strong; Just keep pushing on."

I lovee that song. I love that movie. I hate cute stories though. It's not real life. At least not mine. Maybe eventually it will be. (:

And. Thanks guys for reading my blog. AHAH it's been a whilee. And i re-read that last post. And I lost myself. It's super confusing. I did it like that on purpose. (: There's this person. And I kinda like him. HAHA. But there was another person included in that post that's not this person. I miss him though.

And crazyyycrazy life right now. I'm already stressed from ID and it's like the third practice. Goodness. In advanced, I am so sorry if I yell at you or seem mean or angry or annoyed; I kinda just let go randomly and then I feel so bad about it after. Like SORRY for today. to like the twenty people I acted meanly to. ): I love you guys so much for doing it in the first place. I'm just tired and stressed and confused!

My brother might go to USC School of Theater. And I've been so far from him lately, it makes me soo sad. He's gonna leave soon. And I'll be alone at my house. Life with my parents will be easier; but life without him here will be weirder. But at this point it's not like I see him much anyways. My friends are even surprised when they see him at my house. And I'm like, "Uh. He lives here? Duh." but it's true, he's not home more than half the time. I dunno. I hope I get closer to him before he leaves. AND. I'm tired now. It's 11:25. I wanna sleep cause I don't wanna be grumpy tomorrow. hahaah. (:

Thursday, April 16, 2009

AW ):

Guess what. I saw someone today. And I can't stop thinking about it. And it's annoying me. And I don't even have his stupid phone number. He's just a friend though. But stillll. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID. howww sad. ):

BUT. Today. I played at chuck e. cheese with somebody. and how ironically i saw that other somebody there. but there were a lot of people at chuck e. cheese. but i played with a certain someone a lot. and he cheated and kept beating me. HAHA. That's it.

It's been forever since I updated. Sorry. And sorry this post sucks and doesn't make sense. HAHAH.