Those days when everything seems to be going wrong.
Those days when every little wrong look sets you off.
Those days when you want to cry every five minutes.
Those days when you feel yourself pushing away no matter how bad you want it.
Those days when you wish you could just give in, just let everything else go.
Those days when you would give anything to say fuck it all and mean it.
Those days when you want just a few more minutes with someone, a few more words, a few more mutual understandings.
Those days when you want to go back in time, to where there was no trouble, because this is too much to handle.
Those days when you feel that the world is going to hell and back, but leaving you there instead of bringing you back with it.
I want one of those days where I'm happy to be where I am, who I am, and with who I want to be. One of those days when you love every second of it, the ups and the downs included. One of those days where you are able to say, "I'd love it" when they ask "What if we..." I need one of those days soon.
