Friday, August 29, 2008

"Are you gonna be like him too?!"

You don't know that I try so hard to be what you want me to be. And yet it still doesn't please you.

I'm closing up. I can't do this anymore. I don't know what's happening. Why can't everything go back to how they were when everyone was happy? I'd give anything for that. I'm losing myself. I can't even tell people how I feel. I don't even know who I could tell. I want to not have to hide it when I cry. I want my safe, happy, cozy life back.

1 comment:

ali- said...

me too.

but it's too late for that. so you have to just cope.

but don't worry! you have all these people who really do love you. just count on them. (: